Virtues and Vice.
Only appreciate those who appreciate you. Why the fuck you would give a fuck over those who don’t give a fuck over you is my fucking question? You’re old enough to decide who’s worth being in your life. Dipping your toes in the same waters again and again, wondering maybe this time it’ll be lukewarm, hoping you’d be able to swim this time… goddamnit, I’m an idiot - but at least I’ve kept trying so I can walk away with no regrets. Even I wear myself out sometimes, even I want to just throw my hands up and give up. I hand out second, third, fourth, fucking fifth chances like I’ve never been hurt before and I have no clue why. All I hope is to get to know people and try to bring the best out of them. All I know is that I believe in people too much. It’s over, you win, I give up, I’m letting go, good fucking bye. From now on, all my energy, all my respect, all my love will be reserved only for those who’s willing to put in effort to be part of my life. I’m tired of being disappointed and discouraged by how insincere people can be. My rule of thumb is if you can’t bring yourself to say it to that person’s face, then don’t fucking say it behind their backs. If you thought kindness was my virtue, then say hello to my goddamn vice.








